he's unique though.
i feeel so much like a fool who still couldnt get out of him. whereas he simply got up.
okaaay theres billion guy out there but no one could compared him, i still and always remember the way he
treated me in the past. sometimes, i wish he can treat me again but time said no, i couldnt do anythingggg.
alright he's with another perfect girl right now. hanging out together, taking pictures, talking, laugh , doing some things that i never ever could do those things with him. she's so lucky.
hey i know even he wasnt my boyfffffffuck, i do know how he treat a girl, he doing that perfectly.
i surely admit that im jealouss, okay she either.
looking at his pic on facebook, just same as look at a pair of clowns.
am i so rude? what so eveeeer, im just tellin the truth.
flashback. why the fuq can i easily let him go? how could i forgot him for 7 years?
im just an immature lil kid, i didnt know anything about love, but it affects on me right now, when
i know what love is, when i know what the meaning of it.
fuq no im not a drama queen or geroooz. dont judge me, you'll said the same things ive said if youre in my position.
you know what? this is one of the tricky things that happened in my teenagers year.
painfull..
no one could see it, even my bestfriend.
if i know what love is, its because of you. youre the first guy i liked, loved and hated.
you treated like im your one and only daughter.
you're the first guy who gave me that little ' love necklace' that mean so much to me altought i lost it:(
you're the first guy who stalked me to everywhere i go.
you're the first guy who hold my hand.
you're the first guy who washed my scars when i falled.
you're the first guy who got jealous when i walked together with my guy friend 'willy :')'
you're the first guy who sat next to me and gave me a special eraser and pen:'
you're the first guy who i get jealous with. ya knw? when tht sneaky new girl in school tried to took you away? i was mad :'D
you're the first guy who hide in bushes with your friend and spied me<3
you're the first guy who made me feel like im a special girl in the world.
you're the first guy who act stupid in front of me.
you're the first guy who called me with sweet name ''dora'' and i called you ''cina botak''
you're the first guy that i pursued till i falled and and got my gym shorts torned.
you're the first guy i sent letter with.
you're the first guy who made everything special and i got my spirit everyday to school.
you're the first guy who challenged me to got the first rank and i felt like i could beat you but haha you won and i got the third place :') we've worked for it.
you're the first guy who treated me right and you act like you wont something bad happen to me.
you're the first guy who i played hide and seek with.
you're the first guy who have that cute smile who made me feel like im so in heaveeeeeen.
you're the first guy who made me cried for the first time because youre gone and i lost you.
you're the first guy who always stuck in my head right now.
thankss, althought i couldnt own you. atleast i ever felt how ist feel when im with you
but you know? i hope time turn back and let those special time happen again.
i miss myself when im with you. i feel so like being I AM.
its probably never happen again. just let you know one thing, i couldnt move on even i tried for billion times.
you did it simply? its okay, im glad.
um other things:
vous ne serez jamais remplacé, vous êtes le premier mec qui a pensé comment ça fait d'être en amour avec quelqu'un, je suis tellement reconnaissante. la paix :)
